But then I have to spend several hours the next morning certain that everyone I know thinks I’m tiresome or a bad person and unable to even reach out to get confirmation that that’s not the case. With a headache.

RSD, executive dysfunction, and an inability to read the room while drunk go brrrr

I’m arguably more masked when drunk because drunk me knows that I say enough stupid shit even when Im sober so drunk me just decides not to talk.

Same. Though I’m mute under my mask so it’s a mixed bag.